Fix eshell... I think

Eshell's loading order is so confusing

eshell.el

@@ -3,20 +3,6 @@
 ;; Copyright (C) 2021  Case Duckworth
 
 ;; Author: Case Duckworth <(rot13-string "npqj@npqj.arg")>
-;; Keywords: 
-
-;; This program is free software; you can redistribute it and/or modify
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-;; the Free Software Foundation, either version 3 of the License, or
-;; (at your option) any later version.
-
-;; This program is distributed in the hope that it will be useful,
-;; but WITHOUT ANY WARRANTY; without even the implied warranty of
-;; MERCHANTABILITY or FITNESS FOR A PARTICULAR PURPOSE.  See the
-;; GNU General Public License for more details.
-
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-;; along with this program.  If not, see <https://www.gnu.org/licenses/>.
 
 ;;; Commentary:
 
@@ -26,6 +12,8 @@
 ;;; Code:
 
 (require 'setup)
+(require 'eshell)
+(require 'em-alias)
 
 ;;; Environment
 (setenv "PAGER" "cat")
@@ -52,8 +40,8 @@
 (setup (:straight eshell-syntax-highlighting)
   (eshell-syntax-highlighting-global-mode +1))
 
-(setup (:straight-if fish-completion
-                     (executable-find "fish"))
+(setup (:straight-when fish-completion
+         (executable-find "fish"))
   (:autoload global-fish-completion-mode)
   (global-fish-completion-mode +1))
 
@@ -63,8 +51,5 @@
 (when (boundp 'simple-modeline--mode-line)
   (setq mode-line-format '(:eval simple-modeline--mode-line)))
 
-;;; Tell Emacs our customizations are loaded.
-(defvar eshell-customizations-loaded t
-  "Whether eshell's customizations have been loaded yet.")
-
+(provide 'eshellrc)
 ;;; eshell.el ends here

init.el

@@ -446,12 +446,10 @@
   (:local-set outline-regexp eshell-prompt-regexp
               page-delimiter eshell-prompt-regexp)
 
-  (:bind "C-d" #'eshell-quit-or-delete-char)
-
   (:hook #'eshell-arg-hist-mode
          (defun eshell-mode@setup ()
-           (unless (bound-and-true-p eshell-customizations-loaded)
-             (load (expand-file-name "eshell" user-emacs-directory))))))
+           (require 'eshellrc (locate-user-emacs-file "eshell") :noerror)
+           (:bind "C-d" #'eshell-quit-or-delete-char))))
 
 (setup eww
   (:also-load acdw-eww)