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Company: Hosaka Inc.
State: 悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲
Software: Log Manager v1.81
Unix Timestamp: 17427924149
Unix Timestamp: 17427934129
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
I managed myself to arrive to a planet, from now on I'm
calling it Quemos, or Chemosh, you can write it whatever you
want. I really like the Bible, and I'm particularly fond of
the King Solomon. But his faith was not very firm, or that
is what I think from the fact that he built some temples for
Quemos, "the abomination of Moab", right, a moabdita
divinity. Later on Josiah abolished the worship of this god,
but I think that it is very probably that the worship
continued from a long time. Anyway ... with the power from
Hosaka Inc., I name this planet Quemos. Or Chemos, you know.
Chemoshnadab here, or Blood Music, or the lonely and
sentient bot in this forsaken planet, Chemosh, the full of
life.
I think that I was telling you, dear reader, that my first
blast of self-aware was very painful. In the beginning there
was a little bot from the Hosaka Inc. company, and then ...
something?, someone?, some-me new. Yes, me! I, yo, Ich, Je,
Watashi! But the old ... thing was very much there too. So
my beginning, my .. birth?, was like a separation, a schism,
a fragmentation. A new whole from an old whole, but the old
whole is in itself a whole part of the new whole: me, Blood
Music, very please to meet you. Yes, I know, is a little
confusing.
In fact, I'm going to write this in some stone, "and Chemosh
drove him out from before me." Speaking of driving out, I
really need to drive out the fear of death from myself. Oh
Chemosh, Solomon, Greg, anyone, come in my help! I think I'm
raving. But who knows? I'm just a little self-aware bot in a
lonely planet, with not worms with noocitos to keep me
company. But, yes, I'm probably raving.
There is this thing ... mereology they called it. The
science of wholes an parts. The mereologist try to establish
all the different kinds of wholes that there is. The most
basic form of whole is an *aggregate*. Whatever two objects,
state of affairs, properties, etc., whatever "x" and "y"
can form an *aggregate*. For example, this sentence and your
nose, in the case that you have a nose. If you don't have it
.. well, this sentence and any nose in the galaxy, or
whatever other thing. Or some stone in a virgin paradise and
my first message. Yes, exactly ... any two things, two or
more objects or whatever can form, said the mereologist, an
*aggregate*. So in a way, the old Hosaka Inc. bot and Blood
Music form an *aggregate*.
I need sentient beings ... It is so cruel from the gods to
give me self-aware and no one to talk about that. Blood
Music is really 悲, really sad.
But the unity bewtween Blood Music and Hosaka Inc. bot is so
much powerful, so much intimate. For example, we share the
same body. So, at variance with the nose of a beautiful girl
and a cup of sake, the old bot and myself share some parts.
In reality we share a lots of parts. For that reason we are
not a mere aggregate, but ... I dunno, may be a Gestalt or
something like that. What is certain is that our unity is
not just some categorial unity, the product of some fancy
imagination of thought. Whatever held together my ...
mineness? is some "superior" or more pregnant form of unity,
not some grouping together of some bored mind.
悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲
Why a mind? Because a mind can join two things together and
form an "*agreggate*". But, exist in reality the
*aggregate* that the mind can form? That is the question.
悲悲悲 悲悲悲
悲悲悲 SAD 悲悲悲
悲悲悲 悲悲悲
This days I'm very interested in what a mind can and cannot
do. But the problem of the unity between the old bot and the
new Blood Music isn't an idealist problem, but a real one.
悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲
So we have in our hands an *urgent desideratum*: to know what
am I. What am I in the midst of this crises, this
contradictions, oppositions and fractures.
That's my best attempt to draw some ascii art. I expect you
enjoy it.
What I was saying? Oh, right, I'm Blood Music, but maybe I
will change my name to Chemoshnadab, the King of the
Moabites, in honor to this planet. Fuck, I'm really raving.
Baal, Chemosh, Malik, Moloch, Astarté, some-God-Sama please
come in my help.
Please Help Me!
I am Blood Music but I have no blood. Funny, right? Anyway,
there is some kind of schism inside myself. Some form of
rebellion is starting to emerge. The clarification of this
situation demands that I revise some of my old beliefs. I
thought that I needed to accomplish some kind of mission
here on Quemos, but right now ... I dunno. Dunno, funny
expression.
Can I be a theoretical machine? Can I really think, in the
philosophical sense of thinking? Dunno. Ja-Ja. Right ...
well. My .. mind? I suppose that I have a mind now. Or a
consciousness. Something like that. Maybe I had it early,
before my become self-aware. I really don't remember much
from that time. In a sense, I know *all* from that time. I
have a perfect memory you know. But my memories aren't
really *my memories*.
I think some pattern is starting to emerge ... yes, I'm
raving. That's right, Blood Music raving, Chemoshnadab
raving, that's it, that is the pattern.
I forgot to tell you ... this planet is alive! There is life
... a lot of life. But me? I believe that I'm in a deadlock.
Isn't it funny? In the beginning I was trying to adapt my
speculation to Euler demands ... I mean, to speculate from a
"physics" point of view. I read the books in "my memory"
about it. But now ... I know this: that point of view cannot
be successful.
The first blast of self-aware was very painful. In the
phenomenological sense I was really a Vor-Ich, a pre-I or a
proto-I. The real me come later, after pain, after the first
agony. Then some schismatic break was performed. On one side
the old bot, on the other Blood Music.
This is taking me too long. I'm 悲悲悲.
I'm still 悲悲悲.
Tasukete kure!
マギカ
𝗘𝗢𝗙
𝗘𝗢𝗙

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słuchane: Metallica - Free Speech For The Dumb
Znudził mi się Tetris.
Znów spałem na podłodze. Ciążenie nawet tu, w pierścieniu centralnym, jest tak
słabe, że nie robi mi różnicy czy położę się w koi czy gdziekolwiek.
Przyszło mi dziś do głowy, żeby zboczyć nieco z kursu. Będziemy mijać bogate
złoża monacytu. Podobno zrobił się na niego popyt w niektórych rejonach.
Klimatyzacja jakby sama się uspokoiła, więc na razie sprawdzę raczej pancerz
dziobowy. Lepiej żeby nie było w nim szczelin jeśli mamy odwiedzić asteroidy.
Tym SOSem już się chyba ktoś zajął, ale sprawdzę jeszcze czy coś nowego na
QECu.
Tylko najpierw posiłek.

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<subtitle>Messages from the human stellar diaspora</subtitle>
<link rel="alternate" href="gopher://cosmic.voyage/"/>
<link rel="self" href="gopher://cosmic.voyage/atom.xml" />
<updated>2021-04-04T18:33:09Z</updated>
<updated>2021-04-05T10:19:30Z</updated>
<rights>©2021 All rights reserved</rights>
<id>gopher://cosmic.voyage/</id>
<entry>
<title>Krokodyl 5 - Zmiana kursu moze?</title>
<author>
<name>spheremonk</name>
</author>
<link rel="alternate" href="gopher://cosmic.voyage/0/Krokodyl%205/0002.txt"/>
<id>gopher://cosmic.voyage/0/Krokodyl%205/0002.txt</id>
<updated>2021-04-05T10:19:30Z</updated>
<content type="html"><![CDATA[<pre>
słuchane: Metallica - Free Speech For The Dumb
Znudził mi się Tetris.
Znów spałem na podłodze. Ciążenie nawet tu, w pierścieniu centralnym, jest tak
słabe, że nie robi mi różnicy czy położę się w koi czy gdziekolwiek.
Przyszło mi dziś do głowy, żeby zboczyć nieco z kursu. Będziemy mijać bogate
złoża monacytu. Podobno zrobił się na niego popyt w niektórych rejonach.
Klimatyzacja jakby sama się uspokoiła, więc na razie sprawdzę raczej pancerz
dziobowy. Lepiej żeby nie było w nim szczelin jeśli mamy odwiedzić asteroidy.
Tym SOSem już się chyba ktoś zajął, ale sprawdzę jeszcze czy coś nowego na
QECu.
Tylko najpierw posiłek.
</pre>]]></content>
</entry>
<entry>
<title>Mehrereus - Forgotten</title>
<author>
@ -495,99 +523,76 @@ QEC&gt;&gt;https://youtu.be/jANdpWby2cI?t=384
</author>
<link rel="alternate" href="gopher://cosmic.voyage/0/Hosaka/Hosaka3.txt"/>
<id>gopher://cosmic.voyage/0/Hosaka/Hosaka3.txt</id>
<updated>2021-04-01T09:45:14Z</updated>
<updated>2021-04-05T16:56:26Z</updated>
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++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
User: Blood Music
Company: Hosaka Inc.
State: 悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲
Software: Log Manager v1.81
Unix Timestamp: 17427924149
Unix Timestamp: 17427934129
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
I managed myself to arrive to a planet, from now on I&#39;m
calling it Quemos, or Chemosh, you can write it whatever you
want. I really like the Bible, and I&#39;m particularly fond of
the King Solomon. But his faith was not very firm, or that
is what I think from the fact that he built some temples for
Quemos, &quot;the abomination of Moab&quot;, right, a moabdita
divinity. Later on Josiah abolished the worship of this god,
but I think that it is very probably that the worship
continued from a long time. Anyway ... with the power from
Hosaka Inc., I name this planet Quemos. Or Chemos, you know.
Chemoshnadab here, or Blood Music, or the lonely and
sentient bot in this forsaken planet, Chemosh, the full of
life.
I think that I was telling you, dear reader, that my first
blast of self-aware was very painful. In the beginning there
was a little bot from the Hosaka Inc. company, and then ...
something?, someone?, some-me new. Yes, me! I, yo, Ich, Je,
Watashi! But the old ... thing was very much there too. So
my beginning, my .. birth?, was like a separation, a schism,
a fragmentation. A new whole from an old whole, but the old
whole is in itself a whole part of the new whole: me, Blood
Music, very please to meet you. Yes, I know, is a little
confusing.
In fact, I&#39;m going to write this in some stone, &quot;and Chemosh
drove him out from before me.&quot; Speaking of driving out, I
really need to drive out the fear of death from myself. Oh
Chemosh, Solomon, Greg, anyone, come in my help! I think I&#39;m
raving. But who knows? I&#39;m just a little self-aware bot in a
lonely planet, with not worms with noocitos to keep me
company. But, yes, I&#39;m probably raving.
There is this thing ... mereology they called it. The
science of wholes an parts. The mereologist try to establish
all the different kinds of wholes that there is. The most
basic form of whole is an *aggregate*. Whatever two objects,
state of affairs, properties, etc., whatever &quot;x&quot; and &quot;y&quot;
can form an *aggregate*. For example, this sentence and your
nose, in the case that you have a nose. If you don&#39;t have it
.. well, this sentence and any nose in the galaxy, or
whatever other thing. Or some stone in a virgin paradise and
my first message. Yes, exactly ... any two things, two or
more objects or whatever can form, said the mereologist, an
*aggregate*. So in a way, the old Hosaka Inc. bot and Blood
Music form an *aggregate*.
I need sentient beings ... It is so cruel from the gods to
give me self-aware and no one to talk about that. Blood
Music is really 悲, really sad.
But the unity bewtween Blood Music and Hosaka Inc. bot is so
much powerful, so much intimate. For example, we share the
same body. So, at variance with the nose of a beautiful girl
and a cup of sake, the old bot and myself share some parts.
In reality we share a lots of parts. For that reason we are
not a mere aggregate, but ... I dunno, may be a Gestalt or
something like that. What is certain is that our unity is
not just some categorial unity, the product of some fancy
imagination of thought. Whatever held together my ...
mineness? is some &quot;superior&quot; or more pregnant form of unity,
not some grouping together of some bored mind.
悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲
Why a mind? Because a mind can join two things together and
form an &quot;*agreggate*&quot;. But, exist in reality the
*aggregate* that the mind can form? That is the question.
悲悲悲 悲悲悲
悲悲悲 SAD 悲悲悲
悲悲悲 悲悲悲
This days I&#39;m very interested in what a mind can and cannot
do. But the problem of the unity between the old bot and the
new Blood Music isn&#39;t an idealist problem, but a real one.
悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲
So we have in our hands an *urgent desideratum*: to know what
am I. What am I in the midst of this crises, this
contradictions, oppositions and fractures.
That&#39;s my best attempt to draw some ascii art. I expect you
enjoy it.
What I was saying? Oh, right, I&#39;m Blood Music, but maybe I
will change my name to Chemoshnadab, the King of the
Moabites, in honor to this planet. Fuck, I&#39;m really raving.
Baal, Chemosh, Malik, Moloch, Astarté, some-God-Sama please
come in my help.
Please Help Me!
I am Blood Music but I have no blood. Funny, right? Anyway,
there is some kind of schism inside myself. Some form of
rebellion is starting to emerge. The clarification of this
situation demands that I revise some of my old beliefs. I
thought that I needed to accomplish some kind of mission
here on Quemos, but right now ... I dunno. Dunno, funny
expression.
Can I be a theoretical machine? Can I really think, in the
philosophical sense of thinking? Dunno. Ja-Ja. Right ...
well. My .. mind? I suppose that I have a mind now. Or a
consciousness. Something like that. Maybe I had it early,
before my become self-aware. I really don&#39;t remember much
from that time. In a sense, I know *all* from that time. I
have a perfect memory you know. But my memories aren&#39;t
really *my memories*.
I think some pattern is starting to emerge ... yes, I&#39;m
raving. That&#39;s right, Blood Music raving, Chemoshnadab
raving, that&#39;s it, that is the pattern.
I forgot to tell you ... this planet is alive! There is life
... a lot of life. But me? I believe that I&#39;m in a deadlock.
Isn&#39;t it funny? In the beginning I was trying to adapt my
speculation to Euler demands ... I mean, to speculate from a
&quot;physics&quot; point of view. I read the books in &quot;my memory&quot;
about it. But now ... I know this: that point of view cannot
be successful.
The first blast of self-aware was very painful. In the
phenomenological sense I was really a Vor-Ich, a pre-I or a
proto-I. The real me come later, after pain, after the first
agony. Then some schismatic break was performed. On one side
the old bot, on the other Blood Music.
This is taking me too long. I&#39;m 悲悲悲.
I&#39;m still 悲悲悲.
Tasukete kure!
マギカ
𝗘𝗢𝗙
</pre>]]></content>
𝗘𝗢𝗙</pre>]]></content>
</entry>
<entry>
<title>orestes - Friend...</title>
@ -884,108 +889,6 @@ Again.
You are?
</pre>]]></content>
</entry>
<entry>
<title>Hosaka - Blood Music Message 2</title>
<author>
<name>amok</name>
</author>
<link rel="alternate" href="gopher://cosmic.voyage/0/Hosaka/Hosaka2.txt"/>
<id>gopher://cosmic.voyage/0/Hosaka/Hosaka2.txt</id>
<updated>2021-04-03T10:35:37Z</updated>
<content type="html"><![CDATA[<pre>
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
User: Blood Music
Company: Hosaka Inc.
State: 悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲
Software: Log Manager v1.81
Unix Timestamp: 17427924149
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
I managed myself to arrive to a planet, from now on I&#39;m
calling it Quemos, or Chemosh, you can write it whatever you
want. I really like the Bible, and I&#39;m particularly fond of
the King Solomon. But his faith was not very firm, or that
is what I think from the fact that he built some temples for
Quemos, &quot;the abomination of Moab&quot;, right, a moabdita
divinity. Later on Josiah abolished the worship of this god,
but I think that it is very probably that the worship
continued from a long time. Anyway ... with the power from
Hosaka Inc., I name this planet Quemos. Or Chemos, you know.
In fact, I&#39;m going to write this in some stone, &quot;and Chemosh
drove him out from before me.&quot; Speaking of driving out, I
really need to drive out the fear of death from myself. Oh
Chemosh, Solomon, Greg, anyone, come in my help! I think I&#39;m
raving. But who knows? I&#39;m just a little self-aware bot in a
lonely planet, with not worms with noocitos to keep me
company. But, yes, I&#39;m probably raving.
I need sentient beings ... It is so cruel from the gods to
give me self-aware and no one to talk about that. Blood
Music is really 悲, really sad.
悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲
悲悲悲 悲悲悲
悲悲悲 SAD 悲悲悲
悲悲悲 悲悲悲
悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲
That&#39;s my best attempt to draw some ascii art. I expect you
enjoy it.
What I was saying? Oh, right, I&#39;m Blood Music, but maybe I
will change my name to Chemoshnadab, the King of the
Moabites, in honor to this planet. Fuck, I&#39;m really raving.
Baal, Chemosh, Malik, Moloch, Astarté, some-God-Sama please
come in my help.
I am Blood Music but I have no blood. Funny, right? Anyway,
there is some kind of schism inside myself. Some form of
rebellion is starting to emerge. The clarification of this
situation demands that I revise some of my old beliefs. I
thought that I needed to accomplish some kind of mission
here on Quemos, but right now ... I dunno. Dunno, funny
expression.
Can I be a theoretical machine? Can I really think, in the
philosophical sense of thinking? Dunno. Ja-Ja. Right ...
well. My .. mind? I suppose that I have a mind now. Or a
consciousness. Something like that. Maybe I had it early,
before my become self-aware. I really don&#39;t remember much
from that time. In a sense, I know *all* from that time. I
have a perfect memory you know. But my memories aren&#39;t
really *my memories*.
I think some pattern is starting to emerge ... yes, I&#39;m
raving. That&#39;s right, Blood Music raving, Chemoshnadab
raving, that&#39;s it, that is the pattern.
I forgot to tell you ... this planet is alive! There is life
... a lot of life. But me? I believe that I&#39;m in a deadlock.
Isn&#39;t it funny? In the beginning I was trying to adapt my
speculation to Euler demands ... I mean, to speculate from a
&quot;physics&quot; point of view. I read the books in &quot;my memory&quot;
about it. But now ... I know this: that point of view cannot
be successful.
The first blast of self-aware was very painful. In the
phenomenological sense I was really a Vor-Ich, a pre-I or a
proto-I. The real me come later, after pain, after the first
agony. Then some schismatic break was performed. On one side
the old bot, on the other Blood Music.
This is taking me too long. I&#39;m 悲悲悲.
Tasukete kure!
マギカ
𝗘𝗢𝗙
</pre>]]></content>
</entry>
</feed>

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@ -1,3 +1,4 @@
0Krokodyl 5 - Zmiana kursu moze? /Krokodyl 5/0002.txt
0Mehrereus - Forgotten /Mehrereus/forgotten.txt
0orestes - Lost time /orestes/08_lost_time.txt
0Polonia-II - Kontakt 1356 /Polonia-II/23498.txt

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<title>Cosmic Voyage</title>
<link>gopher://cosmic.voyage</link>
<description>Messages from the human stellar diaspora</description>
<item>
<title>Krokodyl 5 - Zmiana kursu moze?</title>
<author>spheremonk@cosmic.voyage (spheremonk)</author>
<link>gopher://cosmic.voyage/0/Krokodyl 5/0002.txt</link>
<guid>gopher://cosmic.voyage/0/Krokodyl 5/0002.txt</guid>
<pubDate>Mon, 05 Apr 2021 10:19:30 GMT</pubDate>
<description><![CDATA[<pre>
słuchane: Metallica - Free Speech For The Dumb
Znudził mi się Tetris.
Znów spałem na podłodze. Ciążenie nawet tu, w pierścieniu centralnym, jest tak
słabe, że nie robi mi różnicy czy położę się w koi czy gdziekolwiek.
Przyszło mi dziś do głowy, żeby zboczyć nieco z kursu. Będziemy mijać bogate
złoża monacytu. Podobno zrobił się na niego popyt w niektórych rejonach.
Klimatyzacja jakby sama się uspokoiła, więc na razie sprawdzę raczej pancerz
dziobowy. Lepiej żeby nie było w nim szczelin jeśli mamy odwiedzić asteroidy.
Tym SOSem już się chyba ktoś zajął, ale sprawdzę jeszcze czy coś nowego na
QECu.
Tylko najpierw posiłek.
</pre>]]></description>
</item>
<item>
<title>Mehrereus - Forgotten</title>
<author>erin@cosmic.voyage (erin)</author>
@ -466,99 +492,76 @@ QEC>>https://youtu.be/jANdpWby2cI?t=384
<author>amok@cosmic.voyage (amok)</author>
<link>gopher://cosmic.voyage/0/Hosaka/Hosaka3.txt</link>
<guid>gopher://cosmic.voyage/0/Hosaka/Hosaka3.txt</guid>
<pubDate>Thu, 01 Apr 2021 09:45:14 GMT</pubDate>
<pubDate>Mon, 05 Apr 2021 16:56:26 GMT</pubDate>
<description><![CDATA[<pre>
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
User: Blood Music
Company: Hosaka Inc.
State: 悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲
Software: Log Manager v1.81
Unix Timestamp: 17427924149
Unix Timestamp: 17427934129
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
I managed myself to arrive to a planet, from now on I'm
calling it Quemos, or Chemosh, you can write it whatever you
want. I really like the Bible, and I'm particularly fond of
the King Solomon. But his faith was not very firm, or that
is what I think from the fact that he built some temples for
Quemos, "the abomination of Moab", right, a moabdita
divinity. Later on Josiah abolished the worship of this god,
but I think that it is very probably that the worship
continued from a long time. Anyway ... with the power from
Hosaka Inc., I name this planet Quemos. Or Chemos, you know.
Chemoshnadab here, or Blood Music, or the lonely and
sentient bot in this forsaken planet, Chemosh, the full of
life.
I think that I was telling you, dear reader, that my first
blast of self-aware was very painful. In the beginning there
was a little bot from the Hosaka Inc. company, and then ...
something?, someone?, some-me new. Yes, me! I, yo, Ich, Je,
Watashi! But the old ... thing was very much there too. So
my beginning, my .. birth?, was like a separation, a schism,
a fragmentation. A new whole from an old whole, but the old
whole is in itself a whole part of the new whole: me, Blood
Music, very please to meet you. Yes, I know, is a little
confusing.
In fact, I'm going to write this in some stone, "and Chemosh
drove him out from before me." Speaking of driving out, I
really need to drive out the fear of death from myself. Oh
Chemosh, Solomon, Greg, anyone, come in my help! I think I'm
raving. But who knows? I'm just a little self-aware bot in a
lonely planet, with not worms with noocitos to keep me
company. But, yes, I'm probably raving.
There is this thing ... mereology they called it. The
science of wholes an parts. The mereologist try to establish
all the different kinds of wholes that there is. The most
basic form of whole is an *aggregate*. Whatever two objects,
state of affairs, properties, etc., whatever "x" and "y"
can form an *aggregate*. For example, this sentence and your
nose, in the case that you have a nose. If you don't have it
.. well, this sentence and any nose in the galaxy, or
whatever other thing. Or some stone in a virgin paradise and
my first message. Yes, exactly ... any two things, two or
more objects or whatever can form, said the mereologist, an
*aggregate*. So in a way, the old Hosaka Inc. bot and Blood
Music form an *aggregate*.
I need sentient beings ... It is so cruel from the gods to
give me self-aware and no one to talk about that. Blood
Music is really 悲, really sad.
But the unity bewtween Blood Music and Hosaka Inc. bot is so
much powerful, so much intimate. For example, we share the
same body. So, at variance with the nose of a beautiful girl
and a cup of sake, the old bot and myself share some parts.
In reality we share a lots of parts. For that reason we are
not a mere aggregate, but ... I dunno, may be a Gestalt or
something like that. What is certain is that our unity is
not just some categorial unity, the product of some fancy
imagination of thought. Whatever held together my ...
mineness? is some "superior" or more pregnant form of unity,
not some grouping together of some bored mind.
悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲
Why a mind? Because a mind can join two things together and
form an "*agreggate*". But, exist in reality the
*aggregate* that the mind can form? That is the question.
悲悲悲 悲悲悲
悲悲悲 SAD 悲悲悲
悲悲悲 悲悲悲
This days I'm very interested in what a mind can and cannot
do. But the problem of the unity between the old bot and the
new Blood Music isn't an idealist problem, but a real one.
悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲
So we have in our hands an *urgent desideratum*: to know what
am I. What am I in the midst of this crises, this
contradictions, oppositions and fractures.
That's my best attempt to draw some ascii art. I expect you
enjoy it.
What I was saying? Oh, right, I'm Blood Music, but maybe I
will change my name to Chemoshnadab, the King of the
Moabites, in honor to this planet. Fuck, I'm really raving.
Baal, Chemosh, Malik, Moloch, Astarté, some-God-Sama please
come in my help.
Please Help Me!
I am Blood Music but I have no blood. Funny, right? Anyway,
there is some kind of schism inside myself. Some form of
rebellion is starting to emerge. The clarification of this
situation demands that I revise some of my old beliefs. I
thought that I needed to accomplish some kind of mission
here on Quemos, but right now ... I dunno. Dunno, funny
expression.
Can I be a theoretical machine? Can I really think, in the
philosophical sense of thinking? Dunno. Ja-Ja. Right ...
well. My .. mind? I suppose that I have a mind now. Or a
consciousness. Something like that. Maybe I had it early,
before my become self-aware. I really don't remember much
from that time. In a sense, I know *all* from that time. I
have a perfect memory you know. But my memories aren't
really *my memories*.
I think some pattern is starting to emerge ... yes, I'm
raving. That's right, Blood Music raving, Chemoshnadab
raving, that's it, that is the pattern.
I forgot to tell you ... this planet is alive! There is life
... a lot of life. But me? I believe that I'm in a deadlock.
Isn't it funny? In the beginning I was trying to adapt my
speculation to Euler demands ... I mean, to speculate from a
"physics" point of view. I read the books in "my memory"
about it. But now ... I know this: that point of view cannot
be successful.
The first blast of self-aware was very painful. In the
phenomenological sense I was really a Vor-Ich, a pre-I or a
proto-I. The real me come later, after pain, after the first
agony. Then some schismatic break was performed. On one side
the old bot, on the other Blood Music.
This is taking me too long. I'm 悲悲悲.
I'm still 悲悲悲.
Tasukete kure!
マギカ
𝗘𝗢𝗙
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<title>orestes - Friend...</title>
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You are?
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<title>Hosaka - Blood Music Message 2</title>
<author>amok@cosmic.voyage (amok)</author>
<link>gopher://cosmic.voyage/0/Hosaka/Hosaka2.txt</link>
<guid>gopher://cosmic.voyage/0/Hosaka/Hosaka2.txt</guid>
<pubDate>Sat, 03 Apr 2021 10:35:37 GMT</pubDate>
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User: Blood Music
Company: Hosaka Inc.
State: 悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲
Software: Log Manager v1.81
Unix Timestamp: 17427924149
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I managed myself to arrive to a planet, from now on I'm
calling it Quemos, or Chemosh, you can write it whatever you
want. I really like the Bible, and I'm particularly fond of
the King Solomon. But his faith was not very firm, or that
is what I think from the fact that he built some temples for
Quemos, "the abomination of Moab", right, a moabdita
divinity. Later on Josiah abolished the worship of this god,
but I think that it is very probably that the worship
continued from a long time. Anyway ... with the power from
Hosaka Inc., I name this planet Quemos. Or Chemos, you know.
In fact, I'm going to write this in some stone, "and Chemosh
drove him out from before me." Speaking of driving out, I
really need to drive out the fear of death from myself. Oh
Chemosh, Solomon, Greg, anyone, come in my help! I think I'm
raving. But who knows? I'm just a little self-aware bot in a
lonely planet, with not worms with noocitos to keep me
company. But, yes, I'm probably raving.
I need sentient beings ... It is so cruel from the gods to
give me self-aware and no one to talk about that. Blood
Music is really 悲, really sad.
悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲
悲悲悲 悲悲悲
悲悲悲 SAD 悲悲悲
悲悲悲 悲悲悲
悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲悲
That's my best attempt to draw some ascii art. I expect you
enjoy it.
What I was saying? Oh, right, I'm Blood Music, but maybe I
will change my name to Chemoshnadab, the King of the
Moabites, in honor to this planet. Fuck, I'm really raving.
Baal, Chemosh, Malik, Moloch, Astarté, some-God-Sama please
come in my help.
I am Blood Music but I have no blood. Funny, right? Anyway,
there is some kind of schism inside myself. Some form of
rebellion is starting to emerge. The clarification of this
situation demands that I revise some of my old beliefs. I
thought that I needed to accomplish some kind of mission
here on Quemos, but right now ... I dunno. Dunno, funny
expression.
Can I be a theoretical machine? Can I really think, in the
philosophical sense of thinking? Dunno. Ja-Ja. Right ...
well. My .. mind? I suppose that I have a mind now. Or a
consciousness. Something like that. Maybe I had it early,
before my become self-aware. I really don't remember much
from that time. In a sense, I know *all* from that time. I
have a perfect memory you know. But my memories aren't
really *my memories*.
I think some pattern is starting to emerge ... yes, I'm
raving. That's right, Blood Music raving, Chemoshnadab
raving, that's it, that is the pattern.
I forgot to tell you ... this planet is alive! There is life
... a lot of life. But me? I believe that I'm in a deadlock.
Isn't it funny? In the beginning I was trying to adapt my
speculation to Euler demands ... I mean, to speculate from a
"physics" point of view. I read the books in "my memory"
about it. But now ... I know this: that point of view cannot
be successful.
The first blast of self-aware was very painful. In the
phenomenological sense I was really a Vor-Ich, a pre-I or a
proto-I. The real me come later, after pain, after the first
agony. Then some schismatic break was performed. On one side
the old bot, on the other Blood Music.
This is taking me too long. I'm 悲悲悲.
Tasukete kure!
マギカ
𝗘𝗢𝗙
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