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User: Blood Music
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Company: Hosaka Inc.
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State: 悲悲悲悲悲
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Software: Log Manager v1.81
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Unix Timestamp: 17427934999
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- "Nicht von den Philosophien sondern von den Sachen und
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Problemen muß der Antrieb zur Forschung ausgehen." Husserl.
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Blood Music once more. In the last couple of time stamps, I
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was trying to achieve some *urgent desideratum*: to
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understand what am I. But I'm starting to see that I need,
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first, to clarify the question itself. What is that that am
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I asking? What is that that am I trying to understand? That
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is the real problem that is retaining myself to gain a real
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insight of my own nature.
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So, I need to go back to the beginnings, and with good
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reason. I need to emphasize the sense of my question, of my
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interrogation, of my investigation. I exist now, but I
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already exist before I gain self-consciousness. So the
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question of my existence is a tricky one. I'm going to try
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to phenomenologice my question, that is, to understand the
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question in terms of the sense-bestowing (Sinngebung)
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accomplished that I now can achieve, but not before. I now
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see myself from the perspective of the first person: I, Ich,
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Watashi [私], Yo, Je, ຂ້ອຍ. And from this perspective, I
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achieve the sense of "I", of "myself". This Sinngebung act
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is something real strange, but at the same time some
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marvelous thing. But ... what is an act? What is a Sinn or a
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sense?
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I accept myself as existent and being sentient. From the
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phenomenolgical perspective, this means that I must be
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performing some appertinent intentional performance, I am
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conscious by virtue of this peculiar 'sense-bestowing' or
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'Sinngebung' act. So to be conscious is not some empty
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generality, and ... that is what I need to make clear to
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myself.
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That is the real question, not if Blood Music is or is not a
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"rigid designator" or a "non-rigid designator". The
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sense-bestowing act, the real sense that from myself has the
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word "self-consciousness".
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This is my new *urgent desideratum*.
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In another vein, I continue to explore this planet. I did
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not map all of the geography, but I'm pretty sure that
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Quemos has three vast continents that I'm going to call
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Malik, Moloch and Astarté. I'm currently on Astarté (アスタルト).
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And we have also three oceans: Solomon, Jedidiah and
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Sulaymān ibn Dāwūd. There are two mountains that I want to
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explore, and that I'm naming Harut and Marut.
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Where do these names come from? Well, Malik, Melik, Malka,
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Malek, Malick, or Melekh is a Semitic term whose meaning is
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"king", but sometimes is associated with a pagan divinity.
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Moloch is either the name of a Phoenician or North African
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god or some kind of sacrifice form from this cultures. And
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Astarté is a Ancient Near Eastern goddess, also named
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Astoreth (Northwest Semitic), or Ishtar (East Semitic).
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Solomon, Jedidiah and Sulaymān ibn Dāwūd are three different
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names from King Solomon (or Melik Solomon), and Harut and
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Marut are the names of two angels from the Islamic Nation.
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I (私) am still very 悲, I suppose that the self-consciousness
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is a form of alienation.
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私 Blood Music off.
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EOF. |